Trust Issues

You do not understand
Why I'm this way
The rains came
And messed up my dyed jeans

You do not understand
Why I act like I do
The thieves came
And got in through my barred window

You do not understand
Why I hold my tongue
I told them the truth 
They served me looks

You do not understand
Why I have trust issues
For what they said was non-alcoholic
Has got me seeing twos

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